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| I'm beginning to get more and more tired of not knowing what to do with
myself. Health, and personal stuff along with work and school have
become quite the burden. I really need to take a break from it all to
be honest. I'd especially like to go out there and just do a few things
that I would like to do, but at the same time the fear of
disappointment and failure ring too closely in my mind. On the other
side of things, some of the stuff I've been working on here recently
didn't quite go as planned, but, once again, shit happens its to be
expected.
I am really starting to hate coming home at night,
I would much rather be around people, even if I don't know them. I
guess its one of the issues that has really become a problem for me
recently. But, I continue on, hoping tomorrow will be a better day.
Take care everyone, and I love you all dearly. | | |
| Dying Pt. 2: Undead of the Deader
Well, I had my doctors appointment today. I'm upset, they did more
blood work, and looked at me and decided to hook me up to a portable
heart monitor, needless to say I'm not happy with it. Worst thing is, I
have to go back next Thursday to really see whats up, not even
speculation out of this visit. The doctor is good, but he wants to run
certain tests and I'm only upset about the waiting, nothing else
really. Well, thats your promised update on my condition. Take care
all, I know I'm trying to. Oh and the title is a joke, I don't know anything, I'm just trying to include a little humor :)
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I'm fine, I think...
Well,
as some of you may or may not know, I has in the hospital yesterday. I
went in after experiencing chest/heart problems at school and I called
my mom to come get me and take me to the ER. Well, I got in and saw the
doctor and they ran a battery of tests on me, from blood work,
e.k.g.'s, x-rays, a shot, and a catscan complete with i.v. iodine
injection. They came to the conclusion that it was probably pleurisy,
but, the thing they're worried about is that my blood pressure on the
right side was 121/60 and the left was 90/60. But, I'm scheduled to see
the cardiologist this week, I'll keep you all updated, other than that,
hope everyone is well and things are good. Talk to you later.
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| Ok, did some thinking, and I wanted to throw this out there, its a vote
of sorts. I want a motorcycle, I have ridden before, in case you were
wondering, but I dont know if I should get one or not. It would save a
ton on gas money and such, so, whats the verdict yous guys? Comment to
tell me what you think.
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